aging disease

Iapos;m really sick. It sucks. I never get sick
But I guess that when I do, it gets crazy.

Haha, and I bruised my pelvis walking into the corner of some stupid table
Itapos;s horrendous. Itapos;s purple, almost black, and there are all these red blotches all over.
It looks almost like my skin is splitting apart.
Gross.
I think the funniest part about it is that the night before, Chris and I were watching this female comedian (canapos;t remember her name which sucks because she was hilarious), and she was talking about running your crotch into tables, and there are only really two ways to recover from it.
I, of course, took the first choice, which was rolling off the corner and taking it like a man... Er...
Oh well. It just hurts. A lot more than I thought it would.

My pinky toe is still in pain. I keep re-breaking it.
Just as it starts to feel better and "heal", I hit it again. It sucks

I need to get signed up for freaking college I keep putting it off
Iapos;m too much of a procrastinator. Ugh... I will get it done I promise
And soon, hopefully.
Even if I have to take online courses for a semester or two, I WILL get it done

Iapos;m getting my hair done soon Which is awesome because I havenapos;t had my hair trimmed or cut or anything for almost two years
I know, ridiculous.
Iapos;m thinking of going with kind of a "Hayden Panettiere" thing. If that makes any sense whatsoever.
I just think itapos;s about time that I actually do something with my hair.
Itapos;s just so flat. And plain.
And I really need to re-color it. Badly.

Finding a job really sucks. It is not working out to my advantage, whatsoever.
Iapos;ll probably be going to the temp agency by the end of this week. I hope they can help me out. That would be great.
And I might be finally getting health insurance Yay
That, of course, is wonderful, because of the lack of insurance, I havenapos;t been to the doctor in nearly four years.
BAD, I know.

I really need to find a full-proof way to lose some weight.
Now that it is much cooler out, especially in the morning, I have been walking around the neighborhood.
Not as much as I could or even should, but itapos;s a start.
I donapos;t think Iapos;m ready to join a gym.
But I really need to start eating better and more frequently, and definitely working on what I drink.
I may be addicted, but that Coke is starting to kill me

I NEED to cut back on smoking. It doesnapos;t really help that Chris and I share cigarettes, so pack last half as long as they should.
But I need to cut back. Itapos;s getting pretty bad.
Itapos;s to the point where I actually smoke more on my own than socially.
There is a problem.
At least itapos;s not alcohol or drugs, though, right?

I cannot wait for Christmas time. I have already started gathering supplies for my "crafty gifts"
Iapos;m making ornaments and all sorts of stuff for my family.
Itapos;s cheap, and it come from the heart
And trust me, I have some really cool ideas
I am extremely excited
Not to mention that I just love the atmosphere when the holidays come around.
I donapos;t really know, itapos;s just the feeling I get. Especially when Iapos;m out and about, around other people that I have never met.
Everyone just seems so happy.
Itapos;s quite uplifting.
I love it

Anyhow... Life is still pretty great.
I have a few things to take care, to fix, to change, and to think about.
But overall... I really like where I am at.
Iapos;m happy





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